hey. this week is got to be one of the most fucked ones I have ever had. theres somethings I get. and somethings I dont get.

i have a bunch of games in nevada this weekend..so im going to get alot of sleep. i hope everyone doesnt feel the same way as I do. I'm sorry to whoever I hurt.

im putting this song on here because this is how i feel. it is an old song.

Papa Roach: She Loves Me Not.

When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes
Then I realize that
She could see inside my head
So I close my eyes
Thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
This situation leads to agitation
Will she cut me off?
Will this be an amputation?

I don't know,
If I care
I'm the jerk,
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize, I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not

Over the past five years
I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
And unto this day
She still swings my way
But it's sad to say sometimes
She says she loves me not
But I hesitate
To tell her I hate
This relationship
I want out today
This is over

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not
Life's not fair
I'm the jerk

Line for line, ryhme for ryhme
Sometimes we'll be fighting all the goddam time
It’s makin’ me sick
Relationship is gettin’ ill
Piss drunk stupid
Mad
On the real, could you feel
What I feel, what’s the deal girl
Tearin’ up each others world
We should be in harmony
Boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
We told each other things wouldn’t be this way
I think we should work this out
It's alright baby, we can scream and shout.

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not
Life’s not fair
Life’s not fair
Life’s not fair
I’m the jerk
Life’s not fair
She loves me not
Loves me not

MITch

hey everyone special to me...

for starters. tonight was alot of fun. i went to maggie's house and hungout. it was a blast. we messed around with her little brother. which is my new bestfriend by the way. and I tickeled maggie pretty much the whole night. b/c she wouldnt stop laughing. lol. i love her. lol

second. we won our first district game in 5 yrs against sherwood 7-4. i was so excited. i went 3-5. and had 2 RBI''s. It was pretty much the highlight of my weekend. and then we play Lexington who is seeded 2nd in districts tomorrow. and i get to leave school early. at 12. im pitching. and that is freaking cool. wish me luck. cya later

MITCHEL

HEY EVERYONE.

i had a good 4 1/2 day weekend. thursday night just played basketball with a few friends. friday night hung out with john drew mikey hope and brad. saturday night same thing  pretty much. we went road tripping all through bates county it seemed like. but this weekend was fun. i just thought i would leave another comment for the ppl that whine all the time. so i will cya later.

MITCHEL

HEY EVERYONE. how is everyone? im good. i had a REALLY good weekend. i just hungout with friends. mostly marc, we had so much fun. but it is a sunday night and im bored as fuck. i just thought i would put a new entry in. im going to go. i will ttyl. cya

MITCHEL

 a song i thought you would like. b/c i think i relate to it alot. hope you like it. it is a song written by Pink Floyd. its called "Learning how to fly"

Into the distance, a ribbon of black
Stretched to the point of no turning back
A flight of fancy on a windswept field
Standing alone my senses reeled
A fatal attraction holding me fast, how
Can I escape this irresistible grasp?
Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted Just an earth-bound misfit, I
Ice is forming on the tips of my wings
Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything
No navigator to guide my way home
Unladened, empty and turned to stone
A soul in tension that's learning to fly
Condition grounded but determined to try
Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I
Above the planet on a wing and a prayer,
My grubby halo, a vapour trail in the empty air,
Across the clouds I see my shadow fly
Out of the corner of my watering eye
A dream unthreatened by the morning light
Could blow this soul right through the roof of the night
There's no sensation to compare with this
Suspended animation, A state of bliss
Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies
Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I

hey everyone. i am so fucking bored. so i thought i would leave a comment.this weekend wasnt bad. thursday night hung out with brad and cody all night. friday night i really did nothing i just sat around and fucked off. saturday night went and hung out with marc and brad. we went and hung out with hope kayla and allen durfee. then sunday night i hung out with shanya and erin. watched a movie. had a great time. but i think im getting off here. i will ttyl cya

MItchel